my thaipusam

its not that i'm celebrating it.
its what i do on that day that really counts.
actually, its what i did on that day that counted.
whatever.

malam sblm thaipusam, mama gecko dh dtg menerpa utk menumpang mandi dan mekap2.sbb anak2 mama gecko conquer bilik mandi kt keramat tuh.hahaha.xtaulah nk kesian ke nk gelak? (sila klik http://thisisnotthefirsttime.blogspot.com/ ) sbb kalo tragedi ni menimpa sarah or other kind person, mestilah kesian kan.tp tragedi tsb menimpa mama gecko itself! (obviously inhuman) so mestilah kelakar kn? so,akupun gelak berkahak2 kt die.
been out and about with the gang. oleh krn si ary yg drive, asek sesat je. stlh 5jam br sampai tmpt mkn.lame sgt! sampai2 je dh kenyang mkn angin.mmg naik angin betul la.

dah sampai sane, jumpa naem.mmg comel.kene ngurat dgn mama gecko.naem blushing spnjg mase. (tah sape2 pun die nk ngurat)

esoknye, hari thaipusam. so,ive decided to make it hari keluarga. heh. been out with my mom and sister.
memanjakan diri dgn fruitland dan spa.mmg best tp geli2 sket time b2b.not to mention steamy2.heh.

burp! catch you later.

to welcome my new bitch

hey pussies.
(mcmla xde jantina lain yg bace kan?)


its been a week and i'm getting weaker for not having the time to update my page. to sarah, happy blogging.jan nakal2 ye.
yesterday i received an email. job application from a dude. resume adelah dlm 56 sheets. memula rase mcm nk mrh sbb kene print byk sgt (nak bace jgn harapla kan) tp bile tgk main page ade gambar.

                                        ok. you are hired. : D   heh  (x perlu bace resume pun,ok)

this week ok la sbb dh xde keja mlm. been visiting warded peoples. kakb admitted to ampang puteri. and my neighbor beranak. so this week mmg berbau ubat la kan.

                           pesakit : yang memakai rantai dan kaftan.

 and today i've had my lunch. nasi ayam. sedap mmg sedap. tp x kenyang langsung. wanna know y?

                               suku pun x sampai kan? so cukup ke? mestila tak.


ok enough for now.x larat nk ckp byk2 (sdgkan taip) kite sakit tekak. haus.

  tp mslhnye xtau nk minum yg mane 1. mane lg byk eh?

azam tahun baru?

alright. lets do this.

tell you the truth, i've never had any particular 'azam' in my life. because i don't fancy to have any expectation on something that's still not happening. call me for being so chickened out.or boring. but it feels better that way.
of course, and yeah i do have main objectives in my life, on what to do and what not to do, but that's not the case. its for lifetimes, not for this year or the next coming years. not for any particular year.

lets just go with the flow. if i want something, maybe i will work hard for it to get it myself. but doesn't mean that is included in my 2011's resolution. because i don't have any.

happy 2011, anyway. cheers.

p/s: cant wait to watch either the tourist or meet the fuckers tonight. yeah,no more night works.the job is done!  : )

crush

let's talk about crush.

I see ya blowin' me a kiss
It doesn't take a scientist
To understand what's going on baby
If you see something in my eye
Let's not over analyze
Don't go too deep with it baby

So let it be what it'll be
Don't make a fuss and get crazy over you and me
Here's what I'll do
I'll play loose
Run like we have a day with destiny

It's just a little crush (crush)
Not like I faint every time we touch
It's just some little thing (crush)
Not like everything I do depends on you
Sha-la-la-la, Sha-la-la-la

i love this song, by jennifer paige.
it feels so good to have a crush on somebody with or without him knowing it.
you know that kind of feeling, when you see him you feel there's a butterfly in your stomach.
when he look at you or staring at you and smile playfully, you feel so crushed till wanna faint.
it doesn't matter if he don't feel the same way you do, because doesn't mean when you like somebody, he's obligated to like you back. its our nature.
but if he has the 'thing' for you like you do, then bonus la kan.
as far as i know, the moment of 'crush' on somebody is really something special to me.it helps me glow.

my first crush when i was ten. (standard four dah gatal,yelah skolah convent kenala gatal2)
jordan knight from NKOTB.

berbeza kan time muda2 dgn time skg? why does he has to be turned out so good?
mcm mane boleh crushed dgn dia ni? i've always love nkotb but i didnt have a particular person to crush on yet. then, one night, i dreamt of jordan. esoknye bgn, terus jatuh cinta, obsessed sume lah. tp mmg makan hati berulam jantung la crush dgn artis. sbb mestila takan dapat kn? (lain la kalo aku ni maria ozawa)

time sekolah menengah selepas men dumped si jordan ni, terpaut la pulak dgn ronan keating frm boyz to men. eh itu nigga. from boyzone. (dulu kan rancak dgn boyband2 nih)
siap satu skolah panggil keating.hehehe. (bangge) kalo kt buku text sume nama printed pakai last name keating. sampai kan dorg ingt tu mmg my real name. come on lah..takan lah kan...
mmg amat menggilai ronan sampai tgk videotape concert tour dorg sampai nanges2 lah. (sdgkan depan tv kt umah je kan.bukannye gigs)
mmg pelik gak la..tp tulah..berckp psl crush mmg never ending story..

and, do i have a crush now?
(biarlah ia menjadi rahsia between me and jennifer paige.heh)

                                              

start from scratch

refresh! (tetibe je kan?)

i know its been a while since 4 days ago.hah! (mcm la lame sgt kan?) rase awkward pulak nk membelog.
thanks to lish yg telah insisted me utk kembali menulis. (walaupun hasil tulisan yg amat corot tp ok ape, ade jugak bab2 yg x corot, cthnye bermain....card, ok. CARD!

been out and about with the gang. do things like a norm teenagers do. ( wth?)
being inspired by lish's blog dan hasil didikan beliau, i decided to look for malay meat. or in a norm word lelaki melayu.
don't get me wrong, it's not that i'm looking forward to buy the meat for myself or something, its just for this blog.so that page ini dpt dipenuhi dgn pics yg membuatkan kita para gadis untuk lebih semangat bekerja dan meneruskan hidup seharian.ok, i know that ade jugak yg berpendapat "hellow! like we need them so bad and we cant live without them!duh!"..ok2 chill. after all, its just the pics. do no harm at all. come onnnn.lets turn on.

aaron aziz hanyalah sbg pencuci mulut because he's married.
and the rest, mestilah main course!

p/s: ini baru warm up..

it hurts

its killing me inside.like i could never imagined.

H.E.L.P.  M.E.

in a relationshit

huuaaawwrrgggghhhhhh (menguap)
(cepat2 tutup mulut sbb ade lalat lalu)


owait..where were we?
gosh! been busy like najis! (shit)

most of the time, feel like punching my bosses.

whats with the relationshit, anyway?
i've heard a lot of divorce's cases lately.
the latest one, sein (ruffedge) and nana (ruffles). pity his wife but lucky me.heh (mcm ler ade chance kan?)

i've heard on the radio last week, that particular caller told the dj about her loving couple's neighbor. both of them are 70++.
pelik jugak sebab still romantic gile. jalan siap pegang tgn. rupe2 nye they just got married 3 weeks ago.haha.
see?
ade ke long lasting love? or eternal love? fuck it.
(i mean... between human nowadays la)

okeh.nak sambung kerja.