crush

let's talk about crush.

I see ya blowin' me a kiss
It doesn't take a scientist
To understand what's going on baby
If you see something in my eye
Let's not over analyze
Don't go too deep with it baby

So let it be what it'll be
Don't make a fuss and get crazy over you and me
Here's what I'll do
I'll play loose
Run like we have a day with destiny

It's just a little crush (crush)
Not like I faint every time we touch
It's just some little thing (crush)
Not like everything I do depends on you
Sha-la-la-la, Sha-la-la-la

i love this song, by jennifer paige.
it feels so good to have a crush on somebody with or without him knowing it.
you know that kind of feeling, when you see him you feel there's a butterfly in your stomach.
when he look at you or staring at you and smile playfully, you feel so crushed till wanna faint.
it doesn't matter if he don't feel the same way you do, because doesn't mean when you like somebody, he's obligated to like you back. its our nature.
but if he has the 'thing' for you like you do, then bonus la kan.
as far as i know, the moment of 'crush' on somebody is really something special to me.it helps me glow.

my first crush when i was ten. (standard four dah gatal,yelah skolah convent kenala gatal2)
jordan knight from NKOTB.

berbeza kan time muda2 dgn time skg? why does he has to be turned out so good?
mcm mane boleh crushed dgn dia ni? i've always love nkotb but i didnt have a particular person to crush on yet. then, one night, i dreamt of jordan. esoknye bgn, terus jatuh cinta, obsessed sume lah. tp mmg makan hati berulam jantung la crush dgn artis. sbb mestila takan dapat kn? (lain la kalo aku ni maria ozawa)

time sekolah menengah selepas men dumped si jordan ni, terpaut la pulak dgn ronan keating frm boyz to men. eh itu nigga. from boyzone. (dulu kan rancak dgn boyband2 nih)
siap satu skolah panggil keating.hehehe. (bangge) kalo kt buku text sume nama printed pakai last name keating. sampai kan dorg ingt tu mmg my real name. come on lah..takan lah kan...
mmg amat menggilai ronan sampai tgk videotape concert tour dorg sampai nanges2 lah. (sdgkan depan tv kt umah je kan.bukannye gigs)
mmg pelik gak la..tp tulah..berckp psl crush mmg never ending story..

and, do i have a crush now?
(biarlah ia menjadi rahsia between me and jennifer paige.heh)

                                              

start from scratch

refresh! (tetibe je kan?)

i know its been a while since 4 days ago.hah! (mcm la lame sgt kan?) rase awkward pulak nk membelog.
thanks to lish yg telah insisted me utk kembali menulis. (walaupun hasil tulisan yg amat corot tp ok ape, ade jugak bab2 yg x corot, cthnye bermain....card, ok. CARD!

been out and about with the gang. do things like a norm teenagers do. ( wth?)
being inspired by lish's blog dan hasil didikan beliau, i decided to look for malay meat. or in a norm word lelaki melayu.
don't get me wrong, it's not that i'm looking forward to buy the meat for myself or something, its just for this blog.so that page ini dpt dipenuhi dgn pics yg membuatkan kita para gadis untuk lebih semangat bekerja dan meneruskan hidup seharian.ok, i know that ade jugak yg berpendapat "hellow! like we need them so bad and we cant live without them!duh!"..ok2 chill. after all, its just the pics. do no harm at all. come onnnn.lets turn on.

aaron aziz hanyalah sbg pencuci mulut because he's married.
and the rest, mestilah main course!

p/s: ini baru warm up..

it hurts

its killing me inside.like i could never imagined.

H.E.L.P.  M.E.

in a relationshit

huuaaawwrrgggghhhhhh (menguap)
(cepat2 tutup mulut sbb ade lalat lalu)


owait..where were we?
gosh! been busy like najis! (shit)

most of the time, feel like punching my bosses.

whats with the relationshit, anyway?
i've heard a lot of divorce's cases lately.
the latest one, sein (ruffedge) and nana (ruffles). pity his wife but lucky me.heh (mcm ler ade chance kan?)

i've heard on the radio last week, that particular caller told the dj about her loving couple's neighbor. both of them are 70++.
pelik jugak sebab still romantic gile. jalan siap pegang tgn. rupe2 nye they just got married 3 weeks ago.haha.
see?
ade ke long lasting love? or eternal love? fuck it.
(i mean... between human nowadays la)

okeh.nak sambung kerja.